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Sinners March
04:18
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Tell me is there a place to hide
From all the voices inside my mind
Tell me is there a way to die
Peacefully, without the pain inside
Chasing shadows in a state of catatonic dream
Pretending to perceive these thoughts mean nothing to me
I feel I'll never be free of all the hate inside
Keeps coming back to me and there's no place to hide
No one is coming, my pulse is beating faster but I think I'm OK
This is the warning - stand down or run away
As the sinners march through this wicked land
Empty minds started growing the idea of death
Our existence is a failure from beginning till the end
We are all the same, we bleed the same
Paralyzed, step away from the light but keep your eyes wide open
In the dark, we all hide to live with our minds half-broken
Where are the signals that you promised?
False prophets are hiding in the everglades
Is this the drowning of my fire?
How long 'till I evaporate?
As the sinners march through this wicked land
Empty minds started growing the idea of death
Our existence is a failure from beginning till the end
We are all the same, we bleed the same
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Ghost Unity
04:41
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Is this the pain I've been searching for?
Is this the road I'm supposed to follow?
I don't know, I don't know
I'm holding on to nothing and I can't let go
It's hard to face your own abyss
A pool of empty words, hidden in the mist
I'm reaching out, so close yet so far
Will I ever learn how to survive?
I am sinked inside
And bathed in my withered memories
I'm wasting my time
But there is nothing that can stop this
So this is goodbye
To all of my friends, „I really cherish what you've done“
Cause when I needed you most
You turned your back on me and left me all alone
How can you heal the wounds that no one's able to see?
Replace the pain with absence and embrace the longing
I'm tired of believing you're the helping hand
Every time I reached out, you left me buried in sand
I'm just staring at the wastelands
All alone, no sound, just my head spinning round and round and round
In circles, my medicines are made of white and purple
And so I stare – in vain
Do I care, in my brain?
What I see, what I hear?
Blurry you, frantic me
So tell me please, what's going on inside my head?
I can see the light but it's just too far away
So I embrace the night and I let it lead the way
This is goodbye
To all of my friends, „I really cherish what you've done“
Cause when I needed you most
You turned your back on me and left me all alone
You thought I'm ready to live, you thought you showed me the way
I say fuck you all, try to live my day
Breathe in, breathe out, hold tight
Take a deep breath and let it out
There's so much inside me that I can't let go
I should bury the past and bring myself back home
But the pain is so restless, so restless
I never really knew where I'm supposed to go
It's me and my demons when the lights are off
I feel them under my skin, but they don't want to go
But I know I'm not leaving, not leaving
They won the battle, but not the war
Breathe in, breathe out, hold tight
Let it all go and make things right
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Tension
04:26
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You took the last thing that I had
My mother's gift, ''that'' you will regret
Don't wonder how, just know I will find you
But don't forget I'm the one who's inside you
I just want my sight back for a little bit
I just want my sight for a little bit
I just want my sight back, just a little bit
I don't want to go blind
I don't want to be the one who quits
I just wanna be, just me
Everytime I get out of my place
I feel ashamed and so much discrace
I can tell by the way that they blink , epileptic institution of the modern disease
The weight is on my back tonight
You don't have to worry about a thing
I don't want to be the one who quits
I just wanna be, just me
For the sake of the world I wanna leave this place
Everytime you deny, I get another chance
To see myself surrounded by my own silhouettes
They're whispering inside my ear (you're coming home)
No more regrets
I'm coming home
You're begging me to find the way but I am lost in the world around me
At least I saved some heart to carry on
We’re frightened and we seek for vengeance
We push each other out of boundaries
But at least I saved some soul to say goodbye
For the sake of the world I wanna leave this place
Everytime you deny, I get another chance
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4. |
Divided Worlds
03:19
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"A perfect life", every moment is occasion
We're growing old and we don't mind about our failures, no
We carry on
Thinking that we'll never have to say goodbye
That I'll always see that sparkle in your eyes
But you've learned to fly, oh you've learned to fly
You think we're close but we're miles apart
You need to breathe for the sake of our loved ones
I can't remember the reason why
Did we ever had to say goodbye?
I saw a ghost in my father's eyes
Only to see it's just my pale disguise
Why did you ever learn to fly?
We all hear what the raven sings
Eagerly I wished the morrow - vainly I had sought to borrow
From my mind surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost unknown
For the rare and radiant maiden whom angels name you'll never know -
Nameless here for evermore
We're separated forevermore, but your light shines brighter than ever
No more laying down on the floor, maybe it's safer for you to fly alone
I feel your presence in the skies above
And as the light keeps shining on
I feet that I am really not alone
And as we march through divided worlds
We call our names but we hear the words
We're too afraid to accept the truth
We're growing old as we blind our youth
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5. |
Wu Wei
02:39
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6. |
Deviance
04:40
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I long for a sign of a better future
I'm looking for a milestone that will drown our bitter past
Will the echoes of my own failures give me strength to reverse the hourglass?
One match can light up the ocean, but the fire won't last if it lacks devotion
Just try to reach out and take control
You know you're not alone, not alone
I've always known this feeling is a waste of time
But I don't wanna wake up, I don't wanna wake up
You can't let it all fly even though you tried
When the mind is changing what is left inside
Empty home for a parasite crawling down my spine
Taking over me, it's taking a part of me
In where my heart appeared, remains for all unseen
And as I’m waiting here alone (’m reaching out to a world long gone)
I’m falling apart, this burden is poisoning my heart
So I’m praying, but I never really knew how to talk to god
Am I changing? Or is it just another moment when I lose my mind?
I've always known this feeling is a waste of time
But I don't wanna wake up, I don't wanna wake up
You can't let it all fly even though you tried
When the mind is changing what is left inside
It's like you're falling down the stairs but you are laughing at the pain
You're hanging off the cliff and you're mocking in the face of despair
You're mocking in the face of despair
I've always known this feeling is a waste of time
But I don't wanna wake up, I don't wanna wake up
You can't let it all fly even though you tried
When the mind is changing what is left…
Life goes on but your memory shines bright
A bright star in the night sky, my guiding light
I don’t wanna wake up
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7. |
Shoganai
04:49
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I feel my fractured mind is taking hold of me
Just take a look in the mirror and tell me what do you see
Another timeworn medal, weakened by this life
A life that begs you to crawl, until you just let go
You can't be happy on your own, so you let it go
I feel this heavy burden slowly falling off my back
But it was made with nails inside me, so it's ripping off my skin and flesh
In a place where no one hears you, you're stuck inside your own delay
In a place where no one sees you, you watch yourself decay
And I know that I'll stay for the rest of time, I know…
I am disconnected from my world
And I know I won't be able to return
This sacrifice was the only way
To tell you a story of a broken man
I just hope I'll never see you writing it for yourself
Cause you'll never know the pain, 'till you embrace it
I'll never see the end, cause there's no end for the hopeless
I'll never see my home, cause there's no home for the homeless
There is no one, there's no one waiting for me
Only void in prosperity
I am disconnected from my world
And I know I won't be able to return
This sacrifice was the only way
To tell you a story of a broken man
Tell me now, was it worth it all?
I tell you
No one can explain this feeling of joy, even when it rips my flesh I'm kind of begging for more
And it feels like it's better than it was before, feels like it's something I was waiting for
And I've felt so tired, I just couldn't sleep
Now I don't need that shit, I'm fine like this
Now I don't need that shit, I'm fine like this
I don't need you
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8. |
Deathbreather
04:42
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It seems the warmth of my body is slowly fading away
And every memory I had follows my clock till the end
And now I'm paying for the sorries that I couldn't say
I thought I had the years, now seconds turn to days
I thought I'm heading to a place where everything makes sense
But I arrived into the ocean of my self-despair
Drowning and praying "Please give me just another chance!"
He said "You had the years, but you just didn't care"
Oh, I don't care for every moment that I wasted, every bottle, every cigarette
I’ve been stepping over boundaries of my sickness,
I’m stuck in a place where even medicines call for help, they call for help
Is this the reason I feel lost? So tired and alone
Is this what I've been searching for? You don't always get what you want
If this was only just a dream, would I take it all for real?
I think I'd save myself a week, but you'd be back up on your feet
Darkness is coming fast
As the sun hits the bottom I put my eyes to rest
What if the weight of my world fell onto someone else's back?
What if the burden's too heavy and the price is too much to pay?
Responsibility strikes when the water is up to your neck
And you realize that you had the chance, but you just didn’t care
It seems the warmth of my body is slowly fading away
And every memory I had follows my clock till the end
Is this the reason I feel lost? So tired and alone
Is this what I've been searching for? You don't always get what you want
If this was only just a dream, would I take it all for real?
I think I'd wake up just to see
That this world is not meant for me
There is no god, there's just an endless void
No one is there, you're all alone again
Following footsteps to my own demise
All I can see is just a shadow of me
Walking through infinity
We're trying to find someone to set us free
We're trying hard, but it's too late to believe
We are chasing for something so unreachable (something so unreachable)
But that's the path that we chose, we chose to walk alone (and there's no turning back, there is no turning back)
And now we're praying to God for the unthinkable (the unthinkable)
But there's no one to hear, no one to wash your tears, 'cause these gods are not from this world
It seems the warmth of my body is slowly fading away
And every memory I had follows my clock till the end
And now I'm paying for the sorries that I couldn't say
I thought I had the years, now I got nothing left
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9. |
Departure
05:23
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This is the fall of hearts
We are trying to face it, but we can't understand
Our seeds are slowly turning into sand
Do you feel like we're buying time?
We removed the chair, but again the rope has failed
We're sinking into monotonic waters we once sailed
How can I stop this torture, how can I make things better?
Through your eyes, I'm just a stranger, in your heart just a failure
Stand up and take this crown
My queen, you can rule forever
Yes I know, you'll let me down
It's easier to rule if we're not together
Cause I have finally said goodbye
And I'm ready to explode
I've tried to face it all alone, but somehow ended lost and gone
Could this be the end?
So I turn the page again
In hope to find us in a better state
But it's hard to face the odds
Cause the odds are always fucking same
I don't know what's wrong with me
I'm sitting alone, but somehow you're right here
I believed in what my eyes can see
But the echo in my head is denying my beliefs
Am I going insane?
I have finally said goodbye
And I'm ready to explode
I've tried to face it all alone, but somehow ended lost and gone
Could this be the end?
So if I'll try to change my heart
I'll need a safer hand to pull me back to the start
A new start where I can feel like I have felt before
But now it's just a dream and its better than this sore
And I know this is not ordinary state of mind
But it feels like it's changing me from bones to my heart
So I'll just sit down and ask myself
Are you truly alive or you're just in my head?
Just go away
'Cause I have finally realized
That I've been fighting with my head
Not with you my love, you're dead
For me, you're dead
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